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最近大家都開始在瘋facebook
其實申請了有一年多了吧
但因為身邊只有美國的表弟在用,也是這陣子才開始用

裡面的種種測驗都是user自己創的,所以看看就好
但最近作到一個外國的what song are you?結果是vanessa carlton - twilight


我會有印象,是她第一張專輯最後一首歌
當初會買,也是因為她被拿來跟michelle branch做比較
結果出來我竟也忘了這首旋律是如何
翻了cd出來聽,也看了看歌詞

I was stained, with a role in a day, not my own
But as you walked into my life you showed what needed to be shown
And I always knew, what was right I just didn't know that I might
Peel away and choose to see with such a different sight

[Chorus]
And I will never see the sky the same way and
I will learn to say good-bye to yesterday and
I will never cease to fly if held down and
I will always reach too high cause I've seen, cause I've seen, twilight

[Verse 2]
Never cared never wanted
Never sought to see what flaunted
So on purpose so in my face Couldn't see beyond my own place
And it was so easy not to behold what I could hold
But you taught me I could change Whatever came within these shallow days

[Chorus]
And I will never see the sky the same way and
I will learn to say good-bye to yesterday and
I will never cease to fly if held down and
I will always reach too high cause I've seen, cause I've seen

[Bridge]
As the sun shines through it pushes away and pushes ahead
It fills the warmth of blue and leaves a chill instead and
I didn't know that I could be so blind to all that is so real
But as illusion dies I see there is so much to be revealed

[Chorus]
And I will never see the sky the same way and
I will learn to say good-bye to yesterday and
I will never cease to fly if held down and
I will always reach too high cause I've seen, cause I've seen, twilight

[Verse 3]
I was stained, by a role, in a day not my own
But as you walked into my life you showed what needed to be shown
And I always knew, what was right
I just didn't know that I might
Peel away and choose to see with such a different sight

[Chorus]
And I will never see the sky the same way and
I will learn to say good-bye to yesterday and
I will never cease to fly if held down and
I will always reach too high cause I've seen, cause I've seen, twilight...

有一段是這樣唱的:
And I will never see the sky the same way and
I will learn to say good-bye to yesterday and
I will never cease to fly if held down and
I will always reach too high cause I've seen, cause I've seen, twilight
也許是到了現在這樣的心境才有感觸
我該是去年才懷疑自己而不是已經做決定的現在
I will always reach too high cause I've seen.
或許該說是這陣子的抬不起頭

謝師宴、到同學家
教授與同學家長跟你寒暄當然都是問你畢業要做什麼呢?
當兵、工作、繼續深造,
似乎"我故意延畢了因為要重考"不是他們預料想到的答案
當然我也預期到了,因為家人也不全是能諒解我為何想這麼做
家人至今都不能瞭解,又該如何奢求別人認同的眼神
應該是自己的心態,
錯把別人錯愕的眼神誤認為是不認同吧
但至今才懂四年前為何大家都說重考要有很大的勇氣
回到台中的家讀書了,
也跟附近的鄰居再度熱絡了起來,當然大部份都是看著我長大的

你回來啦! 放暑假了喔,去幫忙婆婆修電腦時 伯伯這麼的問著
好久不見,回來放暑假了喔?對面叔叔這樣問著
本質上我不覺得重考是需要多麼的厚臉皮,所以不想就含糊帶過
喔,不是啦 因為要重考研究所 所以回來讀書
每遇到一位長輩我都要這樣回答著
從放榜到現在我似乎也習慣了這樣的....叫偽善嗎?
笑咪咪的回答,但其實心理是一次次責備自己
說傷心?也許是,但在落榜時痛哭似娘們也夠了吧

如同好朋友如說是,我真的知道在做些什麼
不這麼做,未來該怎麼走我才真的不知道
真的,要苟延殘喘的不動搖、厚臉皮、要假裝不在乎都可以
這段日子要堅持下去! 這時才該貫徹自己的固執

cause I've seen, twilight.

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